32 Week Belly

I am 32 weeks along so I have about 8 weeks left. My head is constantly spinning with different thoughts about babies and being a mom. I realize that our life is about to change drastically, but of course I can't even comprehend it because nothing like this has ever happened to us before so I have nothing to liken it to. I feel like 8 weeks is a good amount of time because it will still allow us time to be with one another and to get a few more things done. At the same time I feel like 8 weeks is still a lot of time for more crazy things to happen to my body. I feel comfortable for the most part. I'm used to being nauseous and I don't get as frustrated by throwing up or dry heaving. I don't like it, but I'm used to it. I am also used to my huge stomach, but the bigger it gets the more anxious I become. I have had a few negative changes over the break as a result of pregnancy so I am constantly receiving reality checks about the fun things that I still have in store. I am scared to death about labor. Everyone has had such different experiences so I feel like I can't even prepare myself mentally. While I know everything will be alright, I still just feel like I want to cry every time I talk about labor with anyone. I told my sisters and my doctor that I think I'm just going to cry from the time I go into labor until she comes because I'm so scared! I know it will all be worth it. Lets just hope that I really have about 8 weeks and that she doesn't come early. I don't know how I would handle that.